Starting out

Well it is day 5 of my Adventure, I am down 10 pounds already. Usually by this time I am crabby and ready to kill anyone who mentions food. I am not sure why this time is different, I started taking St. Johns Wort for depression and I know it takes up to 6 weeks for that to work. I want these next 246 days (taking us to January 1st 2013) to go by fast. I am ready to get to ONEderland the land that I don't feel I have ever been in. I have been big for as long as I can remember always way bigger sizes then my friends which really gets to you after too long. I have alot of emotional issues that I will be going over on here later as I am sure my life story is a little much for a first post...maybe post 2 can be for that and all the drama I have been in that probably is my own fault most of the time.